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		<title>&#8230; more henry rollins</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[from &#8220;Now Watch Him Die&#8221; (warning: vulgar language)   Wrap your skeleton around me Weld your bones to mine I need more than regular involvement I need you to perform a miracle on me Somehow still the horror inside Please help me I don&#8217;t want to die screaming I don&#8217;t know if you can do [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=jrush.wordpress.com&amp;blog=9504953&amp;post=39&amp;subd=jrush&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>from &#8220;Now Watch Him Die&#8221;<br />
(<strong>warning: vulgar language)</strong></p>
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<p>Wrap your skeleton around me<br />
Weld your bones to mine<br />
I need more than regular involvement<br />
I need you to perform a miracle on me<br />
Somehow still the horror inside<br />
Please help me<br />
I don&#8217;t want to die screaming<br />
I don&#8217;t know if you can do it<br />
Hold me in a violent grip<br />
Outsmart me<br />
I need something<br />
A vacancy is growing inside me that I can&#8217;t control<br />
Fuck it<br />
Don&#8217;t even try<br />
I&#8217;ll just abuse you<br />
It&#8217;s all I know<br />
I&#8217;m just afraid that I&#8217;ll hurt you<br />
More than I already have</p>
<hr size="1" />I&#8217;ll get the wrong idea<br />
If you&#8217;re kind to me<br />
I&#8217;ll start to make things up in my head<br />
I&#8217;ll think you&#8217;ll want me<br />
I&#8217;ll hurt myself trying to please you<br />
It won&#8217;t be real<br />
It will all be in my head<br />
I won&#8217;t be able to stop lying to myself<br />
I will cut myself to pieces again and again<br />
I won&#8217;t feel it<br />
You can watch</p>
<hr size="1" />Please come through the door tonight<br />
It&#8217;s so lonely and fucked up here<br />
I&#8217;m confused and everything&#8217;s strange<br />
I wish I was just on something<br />
You were the last woman that meant anything to me<br />
I can&#8217;t stop<br />
I have no defence system<br />
No attitude that sees me through<br />
Sometimes I think I keep getting up everyday<br />
Because there&#8217;s nothing else to do</p>
<hr size="1" />I wish I could meet a woman that could show me something<br />
One who could make my blood stop screaming</p>
<hr size="1" />You see I did it<br />
I made something out of myself<br />
I am a slave to my parents<br />
I am a slave to my horror<br />
I mutilate myself without their help<br />
You can see it in major cities everywhere<br />
I didn&#8217;t blow it<br />
I did good can&#8217;t you see<br />
I took the punishment out on the road<br />
I don&#8217;t need them to fuck me up<br />
I can do it to myself real well now<br />
I have it down to a science<br />
I don&#8217;t know how I&#8217;ll end up<br />
I don&#8217;t want to know anymore<br />
I&#8217;m afraid of the nightmare I&#8217;ve become<br />
I live it slickly and darkly<br />
My saliva is black</p>
<hr size="1" />I want to fall in love with a woman<br />
One who loved me<br />
One who could show me I could trust her<br />
One who showed me<br />
That I don&#8217;t have to be on my guard all the time</p>
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		<title>yeah, i think i do.</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[  I Know You I know you you were too short you had bad skin you couldn&#8217;t talk to them very well words didn&#8217;t seem to work they lied when they came out of your mouth you tried so hard to understand them you wanted to be part of what was happening you saw them [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=jrush.wordpress.com&amp;blog=9504953&amp;post=37&amp;subd=jrush&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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<h4>I Know You</h4>
<p>I know you<br />
you were too short<br />
you had bad skin<br />
you couldn&#8217;t talk to them very well<br />
words didn&#8217;t seem to work<br />
they lied when they came out of your mouth<br />
you tried so hard to understand them<br />
you wanted to be part of what was happening<br />
you saw them having fun<br />
and it seemed like such a mystery<br />
almost magic<br />
made you think that there was something wrong with you<br />
you&#8217;d look in the mirror trying to find it<br />
you thought that you were ugly<br />
and that everyone was looking at you<br />
so you learned to be invisible<br />
to look down<br />
to avoid conversation<br />
the hours<br />
days<br />
weekends<br />
ah the weekend nights, alone<br />
where were you<br />
in the basement?<br />
in the attic?<br />
in your room?<br />
working some job?<br />
just to have something to do<br />
just to have a place to put yourself<br />
just to have a way to get away from them<br />
a chance to get away from the ones that made you feel so strange and ill-at-ease inside yourself<br />
did you ever get invited to one of their parties<br />
you sat and wondered if you would go or not<br />
for hours you imagined the scenarios that might transpire<br />
they would laugh at you<br />
if you would know what to do<br />
if you would have the right things on<br />
if they would notice that you came from a different planet<br />
did you get all brave in your thoughts<br />
like you were going to be able to go in there and deal with it<br />
and have a great time<br />
did you think that you might be &#8220;the life of the party&#8221;<br />
that all these people were gonna talk to you<br />
and you would find out that you were wrong<br />
that you had a lot of friends<br />
and you weren&#8217;t so strange after all?<br />
did you end up going<br />
did they mess with you<br />
did they single you out<br />
did you find out that you were invited<br />
because they thought you were so weird<br />
yeah, I think I know you<br />
you spent a lot of time full of hate<br />
a hate that was pure as sunshine<br />
a hate that saw for miles<br />
a hate that kept you up at night<br />
a hate that filled your every waking moment<br />
a hate that carried you for a long time<br />
yes I think I know you<br />
you couldn&#8217;t figure out what they saw and the way they lived<br />
home was not home<br />
your room was home<br />
a corner was home<br />
the place they weren&#8217;t- that was home<br />
I know you<br />
you&#8217;re sensitive<br />
and you hide it, because you fear getting stepped on one more time<br />
it seems that when you show a part of yourself that is the least bit vulnerable<br />
someone takes advantage of you<br />
one of them steps on you<br />
they mistake kindness for weakness<br />
but you know the difference<br />
you&#8217;ve been the brunt of their weakness for years<br />
and strength is something you know a bit about<br />
because you had to be strong to keep yourself alive<br />
you know yourself very well now<br />
and you don&#8217;t trust people<br />
you know them too well<br />
you try to find that &#8220;special person&#8221;<br />
someone you can be with<br />
someone you can touch<br />
someone you can talk to<br />
someone you won&#8217;t feel so strange around<br />
and you found that they don&#8217;t really exist<br />
you feel closer to people on movie screens<br />
yeah, I think I know you<br />
you spend a lot of time daydreaming<br />
and people have made comment to that effect<br />
telling you that you&#8217;re &#8220;self-involved&#8221; and &#8220;self-centered&#8221;<br />
but they don&#8217;t know, do they<br />
about the long nightshifts alone<br />
about the years of keeping yourself company<br />
all the nights you wrapped your arms around yourself<br />
so you could imagine someone holding you<br />
the hours of indecision<br />
self-doubt<br />
the intense depression<br />
the blinding hate<br />
the rage that made you stagger<br />
the devastation of rejection<br />
well<br />
maybe they do know<br />
but if they do<br />
they sure do a good job of hiding it<br />
it astounds you how they can be so smooth<br />
how they seem to pass through life as if life itself was some divine gift<br />
and it infuriates you to watch yourself with your apparent skill,<br />
and finding every way possible to screw it up<br />
for you, life is a long trip<br />
terrifying and wonderful<br />
birds sing to you at night<br />
the rain and the sun<br />
the changing seasons<br />
are true friends<br />
solitude is a hard won ally<br />
faithful and patient<br />
yeah, I think I know you</p>
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		<title>unsure.</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[(from The Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky.) Once on a yellow piece of paper with green lines he wrote a poem And he called it &#8220;Chops&#8221; because that was the name of his dog And that&#8217;s what it was all about And his teacher gave him an A and a gold star [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=jrush.wordpress.com&amp;blog=9504953&amp;post=35&amp;subd=jrush&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>(from <span style="text-decoration:underline;">The Perks of Being a Wallflower </span>by Stephen Chbosky.)</p>
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<td>Once on a yellow piece of paper with green lines<br />
he wrote a poem<br />
And he called it &#8220;Chops&#8221;<br />
because that was the name of his dog<br />
And that&#8217;s what it was all about<br />
And his teacher gave him an A<br />
and a gold star<br />
And his mother hung it on the kitchen door<br />
and read it to his aunts<br />
That was the year Father Tracy<br />
took all the kids to the zoo<br />
And he let them sing on the bus<br />
And his little sister was born<br />
with tiny toenails and no hair<br />
And his mother and father kissed a lot<br />
And the girl around the corner sent him a<br />
Valentine signed with a row of X&#8217;s<br />
and he had to ask his father what the X&#8217;s meant<br />
And his fater always tucked him in bed at night<br />
And was always there to do it.</p>
<p>Once on a piece of white paper with blue lines<br />
he wrote a poem<br />
And he called it &#8220;Autumn&#8221;<br />
because that was the name of the season<br />
And that&#8217;s what it was all about<br />
And his teacher gave him an A<br />
and asked him to write more clearly<br />
And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door<br />
because of its new paint<br />
And the kids told him<br />
that Father Tracy smoked cigars<br />
And left butts on the pews<br />
And sometimes they would burn holes<br />
That was the year his sister got glasses<br />
with thick lenses and black frames<br />
And the girl around the corner laughed<br />
when he asked her to go see Santa Claus<br />
And the kids told him why<br />
his mother and father kissed a lot<br />
And his father never tucked him in bed at night<br />
And his father got mad<br />
when he cried for him to do it.</p>
<p>Once on a paper torn from his notebook<br />
he wrote a poem<br />
And he called it &#8220;Innocence: A Question&#8221;<br />
because that was the question about his girl<br />
And that&#8217;s what it was all about<br />
And his professor gave him an A<br />
and a strange steady look<br />
And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door<br />
because he never showed her<br />
That was the year that Father Tracy died<br />
And he forgot how the end<br />
of the Apostles&#8217;s Creed went<br />
And he caught his sister<br />
making out on the back porch<br />
And his mother and father never kissed<br />
or even talked<br />
And the girl around the corner<br />
wore too much makeup<br />
That made him cough when he kissed her<br />
but he kissed her anyway<br />
because that was the thing to do<br />
And at three A.M. he tucked himself into bed<br />
his father snoring soundly.</p>
<p>That&#8217;s why on the back of a brown paper bag<br />
he tried another poem<br />
And he called it &#8220;Absolutely Nothing&#8221;<br />
Because that&#8217;s what it was really all about<br />
And gave himself an A<br />
and a slash on each damned wrist<br />
And he hung it on the bathroom door<br />
because this time he didn&#8217;t think<br />
he cound reach the kitchen.</td>
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		<title>(it&#8217;s important to know..)</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[How To Speak Poetry   Take the word butterfly. To use this word it is not necessary to make the voice weigh less than an ounce or equip it with small dusty wings. It is not necessary to invent a sunny day or a field of daffodils. It is not necessary to be in love, [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=jrush.wordpress.com&amp;blog=9504953&amp;post=33&amp;subd=jrush&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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<p style="text-align:center;"><strong>How To Speak Poetry</strong></p>
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<p>Take the word butterfly. To use this word it is not necessary to make the voice weigh less than an ounce or equip it with small dusty wings. It is not necessary to invent a sunny day or a field of daffodils. It is not necessary to be in love, or to be in love with butterflies. The word butterfly is not a real butterfly. There is the word and there is the butterfly. If you confuse these two items people have the right to laugh at you. Do not make so much of the word. Are you trying to suggest that you love butterflies more perfectly than anyone else, or really understand their nature? The word butterfly is merely data. It is not an opportunity for you to hover, soar, befriend flowers, symbolize beauty and frailty, or in any way impersonate a butterfly. Do not act out words. Never act out words. Never try to leave the floor when you talk about flying. Never close your eyes and jerk your head to one side when you talk about death. Do not fix your burning eyes on me when you speak about love. If you want to impress me when you speak about love put your hand in your pocket or under your dress and play with yourself. If ambition and the hunger for applause have driven you to speak about love you should learn how to do it without disgracing yourself or the material.</p>
<p><a href="http://alina_stefanescu.typepad.com/.a/6a00d8341ce39f53ef0120a5a26cfe970c-pi"></a>What is the expression which the age demands? The age demands no expression whatever. We have seen photographs of bereaved Asian mothers. We are not interested in the agony of your fumbled organs. There is nothing you can show on your face that can match the horror of this time. Do not even try. You will only hold yourself up to the scorn of those who have felt things deeply. We have seen newsreels of humans in the extremities of pain and dislocation. Everyone knows you are eating well and are even being paid to stand up there. You are playing to people who have experienced a catastrophe. This should make you very quiet.</p>
<p>Speak the words, convey the data, step aside. Everyone knows you are in pain. You cannot tell the audience everything you know about love in every line of love you speak. Step aside and they will know what you know because you know it already. You have nothing to teach them. You are not more beautiful than they are. You are not wiser. Do not shout at them. Do not force a dry entry. That is bad sex. If you show the lines of your genitals, then deliver what you promise. And remember that people do not really want an acrobat in bed. What is our need? To be close to the natural man, to be close to the natural woman. Do not pretend that you are a beloved singer with a vast loyal audience which has followed the ups and downs of your life to this very moment. The bombs, flame-throwers, and all the shit habe destroyed more than just the trees and villages. They have also destroyed the stage. Did you think that your profession would escape the general destruction? There is no more stage. There are no more footlights. You are among the people. Then be modest. Speak the words, convey the data, step aside. Be by yourself. Be in your own room. Do not put yourself on.<br />
This is an interior landscape. It is inside. It is private. Respect the privacy of the material. These pieces were written in silence. The courage of the play is to speak them. The discipline of the play is not to violate them. Let the audience feel your love of privacy even though there is no privacy. Be good whores. The poem is not a slogan. It cannot advertise you. It cannot promote your reputation for sensitivity. You are not a stud. You are not a killer lady. All this junk about the gangsters of love. You are students of discipline. Do not act out the words. The words die when you act them out, they wither, and we are left with nothing but your ambition.<br />
Speak the words with the exact precision with which you would check out a laundry list. Do not become emotional about the lace blouse. Do not get a hard-on when you say panties. Do not get all shivery just because of the towel. The sheets should not provoke a dreamy expression about the eyes. There is no need to weep into the handkerchief. The socks are not there to remind you of strange and distant voyages. It is just your laundry. It is just your clothes. Don&#8217;t peep through them. Just wear them.</p>
<p>The poem is nothing but information. It is the Consitution of the inner country. If you declaim it and blow it up with noble intentions then you are no better than the politicians whom you despise. You are just someone waving a flag and making the cheapest kind of appeal to a kind of emotional patriotism. Think of the words as science, not as art. They are a report. You are speaking before a meeting of the Explorers&#8217; Club of the National Geographic Society. These people know all the risks of mountain climbing. They honour you by taking this for granted. If you rub their faces in it that is an insult to their hospitality. Tell them about the height of the mountain, the equipment you used, be specific about the surfaces and the time it took to scale it. Do not work the audience for gasps ans sighs. If you are worthy of gasps and sighs it will not be from your appreciation of the event but from theirs. It will be in the statistics and not the trembling of the voice or the cutting of the air with your hands. It will be in the data and the quiet organization of your presence.</p>
<p>Avoid the flourish. Do not be afraid to be weak. Do not be ashamed to be tired. You look good when you&#8217;re tired. You look like you could go on forever. Now come into my arms. You are the image of my beauty.</p>
<p>&lt;3</p>
<p><strong>Leonard Cohen</strong> is a Canadian singer-songwriter, musician, poet and novelist. His work often deals with the exploration of religion, isolation, sexuality and complex interpersonal relationships. Cohen&#8217;s writing process, he told an interviewer in 1998, is &#8220;like a bear stumbling into a beehive or a honey cache: I&#8217;m stumbling right into it and getting stuck, and it&#8217;s delicious and it&#8217;s horrible and I&#8217;m in it and it&#8217;s not very graceful and it&#8217;s very awkward and it&#8217;s very painful and yet there&#8217;s something inevitable about it.&#8221;</p>
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		<description><![CDATA[The Invitation By: Oriah Mountain Dreamer It doesn&#8217;t interest me what you do for a living I want to know what you ache for and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart&#8217;s longing. It doesn&#8217;t interest me how old you are I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=jrush.wordpress.com&amp;blog=9504953&amp;post=31&amp;subd=jrush&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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<p>The Invitation<br />
By: Oriah Mountain Dreamer</p>
<p>It doesn&#8217;t interest me what you do for a living<br />
I want to know what you ache for<br />
and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart&#8217;s longing.</p>
<p>It doesn&#8217;t interest me how old you are<br />
I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool<br />
for love<br />
for your dreams<br />
for the adventure of being alive.</p>
<p>It doesn&#8217;t interest me what planets are squaring your moon&#8230;<br />
I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow<br />
if you have been opened by life&#8217;s betrayals<br />
or have become shrivelled and closed<br />
from fear of further pain.</p>
<p>I want to know if you can sit with pain<br />
mine or your own<br />
without moving to hide it<br />
or fade it<br />
or fix it.</p>
<p>I want to know if you can be with joy<br />
mine or your own<br />
if you can dance with wildness<br />
and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your<br />
fingers and toes<br />
without cautioning us to<br />
be careful<br />
be realistic<br />
to remember the limitations of being human.</p>
<p>It doesn&#8217;t interest me if the story you are telling me<br />
is true.<br />
I want to know if you can<br />
disappoint another<br />
to be true to yourself.</p>
<p>If you can bear the accusation of betrayal<br />
and not betray your own soul.<br />
If you can be faithless<br />
and therefore trustworthy.</p>
<p>I want to know if you can see Beauty<br />
even when it is not pretty<br />
every day.<br />
And if you can source your own life<br />
from its presence.</p>
<p>I want to know if you can live with failure<br />
yours and mine<br />
and still stand on the edge of the lake<br />
and shout to the silver of the full moon,<br />
&#8220;Yes.&#8221;</p>
<p>It doesn&#8217;t interest me<br />
to know where you live or how much money you have.<br />
I want to know if you can get up<br />
after a night of grief and despair<br />
weary and bruised to the bone<br />
and do what needs to be done<br />
to feed the children.</p>
<p>It doesn&#8217;t interest me who you know<br />
or how you came to be here.<br />
I want to know if you will stand<br />
in the center of the fire<br />
with me<br />
and not shrink back.</p>
<p>It doesn&#8217;t interest me where or what or with whom<br />
you have studied.<br />
I want to know what sustains you<br />
from the inside<br />
when all else falls away.</p>
<p>I want to know if you can be alone<br />
with yourself<br />
and if you truly like the company you keep<br />
in the empty moments.</p>
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		<title>, said the shotgun to the head</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[  A leading voice on the spoken-word scene, Saul Williams began astonishing open mic audiences with his impassioned tongue-twisting verse in the mid-1990s and eventually became a grand slam champion at the Nuyorican Poets Cafe. In 1996, he led the four-person New York team to the finals of the National Poetry Slam competition, a fierce [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=jrush.wordpress.com&amp;blog=9504953&amp;post=29&amp;subd=jrush&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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<p style="text-align:left;">A leading voice on the spoken-word scene, Saul Williams began astonishing open mic audiences with his impassioned tongue-twisting verse in the mid-1990s and eventually became a grand slam champion at the Nuyorican Poets Cafe. In 1996, he led the four-person New York team to the finals of the National Poetry Slam competition, a fierce battle of verse that was chronicled in the documentary film <em>Slamnation</em>. Two years later, in a role that featured many of his own compositions, Williams played an imprisoned street poet in the award-winning film, <em>Slam</em>, for which <em>Esquire</em> magazine deemed him a &#8220;dreadlocked dervish of words.&#8221;</p>
<p><em>- &#8220;I&#8217;m definitely a hip-hop head by nature. I&#8217;m there in the mix, so I&#8217;m turned on by the same things, nod my head to the same things. Even if I&#8217;m writing a piece of prose, there is still an intrinsic rhythm that I&#8217;m looking for, even without rhyme, even without beats, even without music and microphones.&#8221;))</em></p>
<p><span style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:x-small;"><strong>Yes, this is a special day. The perfect day to creep into a closet and speak bluntly to a dead relative or friend. Or, even, as our native friends say, &#8216;Today is a good day to die.&#8217; But don&#8217;t take that wrongly! Cough up those pills! Remove that razor from your wrist! Don&#8217;t jump!! Please, Mr. Brown, come back into the window. You must understand that when our indigenous friends said these words, they meant that everything was in order, that God&#8217;s presence was felt, that today they could rest in peace. But mark my words: THERE ARE THOSE WHO DO NOT LIKE REST NOR PEACE.THEY MAKE WAR WITH THE UNDENIABLE AND DENY THE INEVITABLE.<br />
THIS IS NOT THEIR DAY, NOR YEAR, NOR CENTURY. WOE TO THEM! (A brief aside: Maya is Sanskrit for illusion) [Oh my, I'm beginning to sound like the fine print on a Dr. Bronner's soap container.] </strong></span></p>
<p><span style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:x-small;"><strong>TODAY is the day that the fine print becomes legible and we delete everything but the words written in red. God has perfected his moonwalk and is having a high pitched showdown with the King of Pop right now! </strong></span></p>
<p><span style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:x-small;"><strong>Hip-Hop is actually good again!!!!!&#8230;&#8230; </strong></span></p>
<p><span style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:x-small;"><strong>Sike. But TODAY that song is being written that in nine months will grace our ear drums with the vibration of the ever present. A song that will not have to grow on us but one that will have grown in us. Yes, TODAY is that day. </strong></span></p>
<p><span style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:x-small;"><strong>Swallow your gum, children!! Yes,, bite your toenails! Pet your friends pets admit it, Pugs are cute! Men, paint your toenails!Ladies, blow at least four kisses today!<br />
Thank me later. </strong></span></p>
<p><span style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:x-small;"><strong>Yes, it&#8217;s a beautiful day, TODAY. Not only that, TODAY is BEAUTY&#8217;s birthday and it&#8217;s having a big party on the elevator, in the subway, at the office, at school, on the sidewalk, in the bedroom, downtown. Oh my God, is that Puffy chatting it up with Ram Das?! Oh my God, isn&#8217;t that my cleaning lady playing dominoes with Deepak?<br />
Michael Moore and Warren G have matching medallions! Kate Hudson has cornrows! Knox Robinson has a glass naval ring! And aren&#8217;t those the Def Poets?! My God, everyone&#8217;s here! Nike sweat shops are closing early today. The tap water has ecstasy in it. Please stop my parents from kissing. </strong></span></p>
<p><span style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:x-small;"><strong>Yes, TODAY is that day. Be brave and live it. See it through. Burn the flag of your fears. Disregard your pride for one minute and ask him out. The Hindu girl tells her family she wants a love marriage. The rapper comes out of the closet. The husband writes his wife a love note. She blushes when he calls her,&#8221;friend&#8221;. All the great love stories have come to life. TODAY is that day. </strong></span></p>
<p><span style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:x-small;"><strong>&#8220;Emancipate yourselves from mental slavery,&#8221; he said, then whispered lovingly into his wife&#8217;s ear, &#8220;I like it how you do that right thurr!&#8221; </strong></span></p>
<p><span style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:x-small;"><strong>Calling all superstitious!!!<br />
Read this with your left eye, TODAY only listen with your right ear, type with your palms, forward this email to God, or else! </strong></span></p>
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		<title>take away our playstations, and we are a third world nation</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[Ani Difranco is a prolific artist, having released over twenty albums, and is widely celebrated as a feminist icon. &#8220;i speak without reservation from what i know and who i am. i do so with the understanding that all people should have the right to offer their voice to the chorus whether the result is [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=jrush.wordpress.com&amp;blog=9504953&amp;post=25&amp;subd=jrush&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p style="text-align:left;">Ani Difranco is a prolific artist, having released over twenty albums, and is widely celebrated as a feminist icon.</p>
<p style="text-align:left;">&#8220;i speak without reservation from what i know and who i am. i do so with the understanding that all people should have the right to offer their voice to the chorus whether the result is harmony or dissonance, the worldsong is a colorless dirge without the differences that distinguish us, and it is that difference which should be celebrated not condemned. should any part of my music offend you, please do not close your ears to it. just take what you can use and go on.&#8221;</p>
<p style="text-align:left;">this poem is about 9/11:</p>
<p style="text-align:left;"><strong>Self Evident</strong></p>
<p style="text-align:left;">yes,<br />
us people are just poems<br />
we&#8217;re 90% metaphor<br />
with a leanness of meaning<br />
approaching hyper-distillation<br />
and once upon a time<br />
we were moonshine<br />
rushing down the throat of a giraffe<br />
yes, rushing down the long hallway<br />
despite what the p.a. announcement says<br />
yes, rushing down the long stairs<br />
with the whiskey of eternity<br />
fermented and distilled<br />
to eighteen minutes<br />
burning down our throats<br />
down the hall<br />
down the stairs<br />
in a building so tall<br />
that it will always be there<br />
yes, it&#8217;s part of a pair<br />
there on the bow of Noah&#8217;s ark<br />
the most prestigious couple<br />
just kickin back parked<br />
against a perfectly blue sky<br />
on a morning beatific<br />
in its Indian summer breeze<br />
on the day that America<br />
fell to its knees<br />
after strutting around for a century<br />
without saying thank you<br />
or please</p>
<p>and the shock was subsonic<br />
and the smoke was deafening<br />
between the setup and the punch line<br />
cuz we were all on time for work that day<br />
we all boarded that plane for it to fly<br />
and then while the fires were raging<br />
we all climbed up on the windowsill<br />
and then we all held hands<br />
and jumped into the sky</p>
<p>and every borough looked up when it heard the first blast<br />
and then every dumb action movie was summarily surpassed<br />
and the exodus uptown by foot and motorcar<br />
looked more like war than anything I&#8217;ve seen so far<br />
so far<br />
so far<br />
so fierce and ingenious<br />
a poetic specter so far gone<br />
that every jackass newscaster was struck dumb and stumbling<br />
over &#8216;oh my god&#8217; and &#8216;this is unbelievable&#8217; and on and on<br />
and I&#8217;ll tell you what, while we&#8217;re at it<br />
you can keep the pentagon<br />
keep the propaganda<br />
keep each and every TV<br />
that&#8217;s been trying to convince me<br />
to participate<br />
in some prep school punk&#8217;s plan to perpetuate retribution<br />
perpetuate retribution<br />
even as the blue toxic smoke of our lesson in retribution<br />
is still hanging in the air<br />
and there&#8217;s ash on our shoes<br />
and there&#8217;s ash in our hair<br />
and there&#8217;s a fine silt on every mantle<br />
from hell&#8217;s kitchen to Brooklyn<br />
and the streets are full of stories<br />
sudden twists and near misses<br />
and soon every open bar is crammed to the rafters<br />
with tales of narrowly averted disasters<br />
and the whiskey is flowin<br />
like never before<br />
as all over the country<br />
folks just shake their heads<br />
and pour</p>
<p>so here&#8217;s a toast to all the folks who live in Palestine<br />
Afghanistan<br />
Iraq</p>
<p>El Salvador</p>
<p>here&#8217;s a toast to the folks living on the pine ridge reservation<br />
under the stone cold gaze of mt. Rushmore</p>
<p>here&#8217;s a toast to all those nurses and doctors<br />
who daily provide women with a choice<br />
who stand down a threat the size of Oklahoma City<br />
just to listen to a young woman&#8217;s voice</p>
<p>here&#8217;s a toast to all the folks on death row right now<br />
awaiting the executioner&#8217;s guillotine<br />
who are shackled there with dread and can only escape into their heads<br />
to find peace in the form of a dream</p>
<p>cuz take away our playstations<br />
and we are a third world nation<br />
under the thumb of some blue blood royal son<br />
who stole the oval office and that phony election<br />
I mean<br />
it don&#8217;t take a weatherman<br />
to look around and see the weather<br />
Jeb said he&#8217;d deliver Florida, folks<br />
and boy did he ever</p>
<p>and we hold these truths to be self evident:<br />
#1 George W. Bush is not president<br />
#2 America is not a true democracy<br />
#3 the media is not fooling me<br />
cuz I am a poem heeding hyper-distillation<br />
I&#8217;ve got no room for a lie so verbose<br />
I&#8217;m looking out over my whole human family<br />
and I&#8217;m raising my glass in a toast</p>
<p>here&#8217;s to our last drink of fossil fuels<br />
let us vow to get off of this sauce<br />
shoo away the swarms of commuter planes<br />
and find that train ticket we lost<br />
cuz once upon a time the line followed the river<br />
and peeked into all the backyards<br />
and the laundry was waving<br />
the graffiti was teasing us<br />
from brick walls and bridges<br />
we were rolling over ridges<br />
through valleys<br />
under stars<br />
I dream of touring like Duke Ellington<br />
in my own railroad car<br />
I dream of waiting on the tall blonde wooden benches<br />
in a grand station aglow with grace<br />
and then standing out on the platform<br />
and feeling the air on my face</p>
<p>give back the night its distant whistle<br />
give the darkness back its soul<br />
give the big oil companies the finger finally<br />
and relearn how to rock-n-roll<br />
yes, the lessons are all around us and a change is waiting there<br />
so it&#8217;s time to pick through the rubble, clean the streets<br />
and clear the air<br />
get our government to pull its big dick out of the sand<br />
of someone else&#8217;s desert<br />
put it back in its pants<br />
and quit the hypocritical chants of<br />
freedom forever</p>
<p>cuz when one lone phone rang<br />
in two thousand and one<br />
at ten after nine<br />
on nine one one<br />
which is the number we all called<br />
when that lone phone rang right off the wall<br />
right off our desk and down the long hall<br />
down the long stairs<br />
in a building so tall<br />
that the whole world turned<br />
just to watch it fall</p>
<p>and while we&#8217;re at it<br />
remember the first time around?<br />
the bomb?<br />
the Ryder truck?<br />
the parking garage?<br />
the princess that didn&#8217;t even feel the pea?<br />
remember joking around in our apartment on avenue D?</p>
<p>can you imagine how many paper coffee cups would have to change their design<br />
following a fantastical reversal of the New York skyline?!</p>
<p>it was a joke, of course<br />
it was a joke<br />
at the time<br />
and that was just a few years ago<br />
so let the record show<br />
that the FBI was all over that case<br />
that the plot was obvious and in everybody&#8217;s face<br />
and scoping that scene<br />
religiously<br />
the CIA<br />
or is it KGB?<br />
committing countless crimes against humanity<br />
with this kind of eventuality<br />
as its excuse<br />
for abuse after expensive abuse<br />
and it didn&#8217;t have a clue<br />
look, another window to see through<br />
way up here<br />
on the 104th floor<br />
look<br />
another key<br />
another door<br />
10% literal<br />
90% metaphor<br />
3000 some poems disguised as people<br />
on an almost too perfect day<br />
must be more than poems<br />
in some asshole&#8217;s passion play<br />
so now it&#8217;s your job<br />
and it&#8217;s my job<br />
to make it that way<br />
to make sure they didn&#8217;t die in vain<br />
sshhhhhh&#8230;.<br />
baby listen<br />
hear the train?</p>
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		<title>i&#8217;m happy just because.</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 07 Dec 2009 23:28:07 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Bright Eyes is singer-songwriter Conor Oberst and his revolving-door cast of collaborators, which has included longtime friends from the independent Saddle Creek Records collective as well as luminaries such as Emmylou Harris and Gillian Welch. Oberst gained fame in the late Nineties as one of an ongoing string of artists proclaimed the &#8220;next Dylan&#8221; — [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=jrush.wordpress.com&amp;blog=9504953&amp;post=23&amp;subd=jrush&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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<p style="text-align:left;">Bright Eyes is singer-songwriter Conor Oberst and his revolving-door cast of collaborators, which has included longtime friends from the independent Saddle Creek Records collective as well as luminaries such as Emmylou Harris and Gillian Welch. Oberst gained fame in the late Nineties as one of an ongoing string of artists proclaimed the &#8220;next Dylan&#8221; — a list of ragged-voiced singers and wordy songwriters that has also included Bruce Springsteen and Beck. What set Oberst apart from the others was his youth; he was just 15 when he began recording as Bright Eyes.<br />
He is currently performing as Conor Oberst and the Mystic Valley Band (last i heard!)</p>
<p style="text-align:left;"><strong>At The Bottom of Everything</strong></p>
<p style="text-align:left;">So there was this woman and<br />
she was, uh, on an airplane and<br />
she&#8217;s flying to meet her fiancé<br />
sailing high above the&#8211;the largest ocean<br />
on planet earth and she was seated<br />
next to this man who, you know<br />
she had tried to start conversations<br />
an really&#8211;really the only thing<br />
she heard him say was to order his bloody mary<br />
and she&#8217;s sitting there and she&#8217;s reading<br />
this really arduous magazine article about a<br />
third world country that she couldn&#8217;t<br />
even pronounce the&#8211;the name of and<br />
she&#8217;s feeling very bored and very despondent<br />
and&#8211;and then, uh, suddenly there&#8217;s this huge mechanical failure and one of the&#8211;the engines gave out<br />
and they started just falling -an- thirty thousand feet<br />
and the pilot&#8217;s on the microphone and he&#8217;s saying,<br />
&#8220;I&#8217;m sorry, I&#8217;m sorry, Oh My God, I&#8217;m Sorry&#8221;<br />
and apologizing and she looks at the man and she&#8211;and she says,<br />
&#8220;Where are we going?&#8221; and he looks at her and he says,<br />
&#8220;We&#8217;re going to a party, it&#8211;it&#8217;s a birthday party.<br />
It&#8217;s your birthday party, happy birthday darling.<br />
We love you very, very, very, very, very, very, very much.&#8221;<br />
And then, uh, he starts humming this little tune and&#8211;and, uh, it kind of goes like this, it&#8217;s kinda:</p>
<p>One, Two, One, Two, Three, Four<br />
We must talk in every telephone, get eaten off the web<br />
We must rip out all the epilogues from the books we have read<br />
And to the face of every criminal strapped firmly to a chair<br />
We must stare, we must stare, we must stare.</p>
<p>We must take all of the medicines too expensive now to sell<br />
Set fire to the preacher who is promising us hell<br />
And in the ear of every anarchist that sleeps but doesn&#8217;t dream<br />
We must sing, we must sing, we must sing.</p>
<p>And it&#8217;ll go like this, alright<br />
While my mother waters plants my father loads his gun.<br />
He says, &#8220;Death will give us back to God,<br />
just like the setting sun<br />
is returned to the lonesome ocean.&#8221;</p>
<p>And then they splashed into the deep blue sea.<br />
(Oh,)It was a wonderful splash.</p>
<p>We must blend into the choir, sing as static with the whole,<br />
We must memorize nine numbers and deny we have a soul,<br />
And to this endless race for property and privilege to be won<br />
We must run, we must run, we must run.</p>
<p>We must hang up in the belfry where the bats in moonlight laugh<br />
We must stare into a crystal ball and only see the past<br />
And (in)to the caverns of tomorrow with just our flashlights and our love<br />
We must plunge, we must plunge, we must plunge.</p>
<p>And then we&#8217;ll get down there,<br />
way down to the very bottom of everything<br />
and then we&#8217;ll see it, oh we&#8217;ll see it, we&#8217;ll see it, we&#8217;ll see it.</p>
<p>Oh my morning&#8217;s coming back<br />
The whole world&#8217;s waking up<br />
Oh the city bus is swimming past.<br />
I&#8217;m happy just because<br />
I found out I am really no one.</p>
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		<title>they don&#8217;t love you, like i love you</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[I&#8217;m sorry we couldnt have breakfast before I left I hope that the meeting went well I miss your smile and I miss your company I&#8217;m thinking of you on the train and I&#8217;m thinking about you when I&#8217;m busy I like you so much I like the jumpers you wear I like your teeth [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=jrush.wordpress.com&amp;blog=9504953&amp;post=21&amp;subd=jrush&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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<p style="text-align:left;">I&#8217;m sorry we couldnt have breakfast before I left<br />
I hope that the meeting went well<br />
I miss your smile and I miss your company<br />
I&#8217;m thinking of you on the train and I&#8217;m thinking about you when I&#8217;m busy<br />
I like you so much<br />
I like the jumpers you wear<br />
I like your teeth<br />
And I like it when you cut your hair<br />
I like getting drunk on Rose<br />
Dark chocolate, roast dinners<br />
Number one would be indulgence<br />
Sending postcards, drawing pictures<br />
Always remembering<br />
Falling over, banging heads<br />
Holes in both our tights<br />
Bruises, both late<br />
I forget but you always remember<br />
Perfume fresh<br />
Wooden floorboards<br />
Wardrobes, charity shops and tube stops<br />
Sisters, fights, tears and thoughts about the future<br />
But lets stick to the present<br />
Like sellotape wrapped up so tight<br />
I love thinking about you<br />
I&#8217;ve never laughed so hard<br />
Felt so good, like a child<br />
As free as a bird, a naked one<br />
Spray me with the hose when it&#8217;s too hot in the summer<br />
Sweaty, clammy hands<br />
Holding hands<br />
So much crap in my bag<br />
Too many things but we love keeping things<br />
Letters, pictures, ripped out from magazines<br />
Photos, memories, broken bits of jewelry<br />
I&#8217;m convinced that one day I will make this into something cool<br />
Makeup, dress-up<br />
Tear and run down my face<br />
Over my body, through my veins<br />
Make my hair stand on ends<br />
Give me goosebumps, confidence<br />
A secret, I feel safe and warm and I dont want to leave because<br />
I&#8217;m back to when I was seven years old<br />
Covered in glitter and smooth lines<br />
Scratch, jump, run, fall and we&#8217;re back up<br />
Bread, I love eating bread<br />
I love when you draw something and it&#8217;s not dead<br />
It moves off the page and round people&#8217;s minds<br />
You make other people laugh<br />
But everything you do could make me cry<br />
I want to feel, be, live, breathe, touch, see, fall, eat<br />
Make glue, rip do, I want to be with you<br />
I havent time for anybody else<br />
I dont wanna be with them<br />
I wanna move to our house in a field<br />
Just tell me when and I&#8217;ll be there<br />
I&#8217;d drop everything for you<br />
You are my best friend<br />
I dont even have a boyfriend<br />
My mind is occupied<br />
My buzz is rocket high<br />
Above the moon and back again<br />
Who I love is you<br />
You are the most unpretentious<br />
The most fun, most exciting<br />
I want to spend most of my time with you<br />
Because you are the most worthwhile<br />
You are the most cute, clever, and stupid<br />
Hungry, energetic, passionate, scared, interesting<br />
Like a film, made up person<br />
I want to drink cream, eat chocolate<br />
Get that nice suprise when the butter is un-salted<br />
Eat salt out of the packet<br />
Scream till I am blue in the face<br />
Meet French people, go to the pictures<br />
Show you my cobbled streets<br />
Meet everybody that you could ever meet<br />
Just so that they know that you are my best friend<br />
And that you belong to me<br />
Yeah, I know you think she&#8217;s cute and funny<br />
But er, actually she is not an I, she is a we<br />
A united nation of absoloute nonescence<br />
A community, neighbourhood watch<br />
Firestation, theme park, space, time and energy<br />
Talent, beauty, my best friend<br />
They dont love you like I love you<br />
The End.</p>
<p style="text-align:left;"> <img src='http://s2.wp.com/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif' alt=':)' class='wp-smiley' />  So maybe this poem isn&#8217;t the most grammar magnificent, it may not have moved buildings and broke down walls. but it reminds me of my sister. because she&#8217;s my best friend. and i just wanted to share. to remind everyone, that poetry has many forms (:</p>
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		<title>The Angelmakers</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[Maggie Estep grew up moving throughout the US and France with her nomadic horse trainer parents. She attended the Jack Kerouac School of Disembodied Poetics in Boulder, Co. and received a B.A. in Literature from The State University of New York. Before publishing her first novel, Maggie worked as a horse groom, a go-go dancer, [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=jrush.wordpress.com&amp;blog=9504953&amp;post=19&amp;subd=jrush&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Maggie Estep grew up moving throughout the US and France with her nomadic horse trainer parents. She attended the Jack Kerouac School of Disembodied Poetics in Boulder, Co. and received a B.A. in Literature from The State University of New York. Before publishing her first novel, Maggie worked as a horse groom, a go-go dancer, a dishwasher, a nurse&#8217;s aide, and a box factory worker. Maggie has published seven books, recorded two spoken word CD&#8217;s, has given readings of her work at cafes, clubs, and colleges throughout the US and Europe and has also performed her work on The Charlie Rose Show, MTV, PBS, and HBO&#8217;s &#8220;Def Poetry Jam&#8221;. Her writing has appeared in The New York Post, Self Magazine, Village Voice, New York Press, Harpers Bazaar, Spin, and Nerve.com, as well as in dozens of anthologies. (The Angelmakers is what she is currently working on, it&#8217;s about female gangsters in the late 19th century NewYork) You can find her in Woodstock.<br />
or&#8230; <a href="http://www.maggieestep.com/">http://www.maggieestep.com/</a> whichever sounds easier to you.</p>
<p>The poem i&#8217;m going to show you is called &#8220;Happy&#8221;&#8230; if you aren&#8217;t a fan of &#8220;foul language&#8221; i would suggest skipping this one. but i think the majority of us can connect with what she is talking about <img src='http://s2.wp.com/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif' alt=':)' class='wp-smiley' /> </p>
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